So I’m a month away from birthday. I’m so excited, that’s all I can think about (well that, and Vegas.) But, I’m going to be 25 this year. And I’m having a big bash. A few bloggers are coming through, which I really appreciate. GTL is getting me and my girls a limo so we can all get WASTED and not have to worry about driving. I can’t wait! I got Photoshop so I’ve been having a ball making my flyers. I’m debating how many I want printed up. When we were working with another group, we had 5000, but we split them and we had 2500 to get rid of.. and that was a hard task to do! Now it’s just us. I’m thinking we should stick w/ the 2500, but there’s not much of a difference price wise for double the amount. My thinking is that for every 100 flyers, at least 1 person will come. Most of guests are on our email chain. The purposes of the flyers are to grab those few friends we see out on the street (who’s emails we don’t have) and to get our name out to the general public. I dunno.
My first payment for my truck is coming up. I still smile about having it. I can’t believe I got my “dream truck.” LOL. And it’s actually not that bad on gas. Yes it’s definitely more to fill it up. But a full tank of gas lasts me an entire week. Actually LAST Wed, I filled up. I didn’t get gas again until yesterday (and I wasn’t even on E)
GTL is holding up pretty well w/ his lost. Thanks for your kind words. He keeps himself busy as to try not to think about it. But when he’s alone, it kind of hits sometimes, as it will do. In time, he’ll be fine.
Last weekend was our 3 year anniversary. We didn’t celebrate though b/c last weekend was also the funeral. We just spent time together. I wish we could’ve done more, but it was probably a blessing ($$) that we didn’t. We love each other, and we know it (we wouldn’t have made it through 3 years if we didn’t.)
I’m enjoying my break off from school, but am not looking forward to taking 2 courses at once. But I gotta do what I gotta do. I’ll be graduating in the fall so, I gotta make it work. I’ll be glad when May 2008 comes!!! I’m so not a fan of school. But I am a fan of the $$$ that it will bring 
I was thinking about changing positions at my job. But the manager didn’t give me ALL the details of the position. When I talked to the lead of the position, he explained further what it entailed, I passed. Right now, I volunteer for so much work to keep me from talking to retarded people on the phones, that my boss had no choice to get me a pay increase… and not just the normal 3-5% increase. I’m still awaiting the actual amount, but I figure I can stick it out a little longer. Our contact will be up shortly, I’m not too sure if we’re going to get renewed (cause something is ALWAYS going down.) We’ll see. So I don’t want to move around too much and then get the boot if the contract doesn’t get renewed.
I’m excited about Vegas, so much so that I’m having dreams about how the days are going to go when there. LOL. I don’t know why though.. this is only my 4th time going. Although this time I will be visiting the Grand Canyon. I might not gamble at all this go round. It won’t be as many of us this time, but it should still be a lot of fun. One of GTL’s homeboy’s and my cousin are going. So we’ll hang out. I’m sure how much of a gambler the homeboy is.. I know my cousin likes roulette. But they can gamble together while GTL and I site-see. He still hasn’t seen my favorite hotel, so that will be on day 1’s agenda.
I need to get my automatic starter put into my truck (before winter hits!) I have 2 options. Darius 1 and Darius 2. Darius 1 is my girl’s boyfriend (or something like that.) He does good work, but it takes him a long time. And he’s not always available when I need him to be, only on the weekend for real. Darius 2 is GTL’s homeboy… he does excellent work, fast… but I don’t like him! We haven’t been on speaking terms for going on a year now. This isn’t the first time we had a falling out, but it will be the last, cause I don’t have shit to say to him, nor will I ever. Either option, I’m going to pay them (not as much as I would pay Best Buy) but I wouldn’t expect them to do it for free. Do you think it would be wrong of me to get GTL to ask Darius 2 to put it in for me? LOL (Cause I ain’t asking him!!)
I’m so ready to quit my part-time. I keep saying that. But the money is so good and really comes in handy at times. I’m not going to quit (not yet anyways) I’m just ready to!! I can come up w/ a host of things I can do from 8AM to 4PM on Sat and Sun.
Why is that when most chicks get boyfriends, they forget about their girlfriends? I really hate that.. cause whenever dude messes up or ya’ll are over… who do you running to? Those friends you cut off. My one girlfriend, I’ve grown to expect it from, but it’s getting a little old. I’m thinking of not being available whenever she has problems w/ dude. I’ve always made it a point to keep my friends a part of my life whenever I got a new boyfriend. Phone/email/face-to-face… whatever… they never got the back burner b/c I added someone to my life. That’s just wrong.
Since I can’t really post like that anymore (not like I was really posting anyway! LOL) but I’m going to make my posts a little longer than usual, just so I can keep you all caught up with me. But there’s nothing really going on with me right now. A bunch of little things, but nothing major. So I guess this is it… until next weekend. Have a good week, and those that have started (or are about to start) school… good luck w/ your classes.
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August 26, 2007 at August 26, 2007
ladynay
The big 25! I know you are going to do it big!
Not many people actually get there dream ride, you go!
Happy anniversary. Three years is a long time chicka!
I feel you about school. Just gotta do what you gotta do then look back on it and smile cuz you are done with that part of the journey.
I don’t like people who forget I am alive when someone new comes into their lives. I mean yeah they may not be around as much, I get that, but dang, don’t dissappear on me then call me when you have your first fall out! UGH!!!!
Oh yeah, have GTL ask and have his boy hook your truck up.
August 27, 2007 at August 27, 2007
deepnthought
I like the whole automatic starter thing. I mean it really comes in handy.
I hope your school thing goes well. I know your birthday will be the best.
August 27, 2007 at August 27, 2007
Freaky Deaky
I want an automatic starter. I just don’t want to give it to the dealership when my lease is up.
Happy belated anniversary!
School sucks! But when you’re done you’ll have the big bank and give your favorite bloggers money just because.
What?
August 27, 2007 at August 27, 2007
Honey-Libra
Hey chic I meant to send you an email but you like me are hella busy right now. Glad your good…I look forward to seeing ya on your BDAY!! WOOHOO
Yah for 3 years I tell ya that’s serious. Gotta love it.
August 27, 2007 at August 27, 2007
TTD
ladynay – u know i am!! i cant wait!
to school! LOL
dnt – it def comes in handy when it’s cold outside!!
freaky – i can get it removed.. i had mines removed from my last car before i traded it in for my truck.. and u didnt miss my bday.. TRUST.. i wont let you! LOL. and keep dreaming
honey – glad u coming.. missy will be here too! 3 years IS serious! lol
August 27, 2007 at August 27, 2007
Miz JJ
Sorry to hear about GTL’s brother. I missed that post somehow. That is sad.
3 years…congrats! I can’t wait to see wedding pics one day soon.
August 31, 2007 at August 31, 2007
Mistress
Aww…25 was a good age.
It was only two years ago but damn if it doesn’t feel like a decade.
After the grieving process I hope you celebrate your anniversary properly!!
But then again, knowing how you party…I’m SURE you will.
September 3, 2007 at September 3, 2007
xXxS*BxXx
Don’t worry you did send me a MySpace!!!
THANKS for that it was really sweet! xXx
Right – from the top!
That is a lot of flyers but your approach to the whole thing of every 100 – 1 person will come seems ok but a lot of hard work!
As for the first car payment – i have just about recovered from mine!
It was shocking and i was wondering whether it was regret i was feeling but i will work my ass off to pay for my baby!
The auto starter sounds nice – my cousin had one of those on his truck a couple of years ago!
As for ur 3 year anniversary – CONGRATULATIONS!
I am not sure what is going on with my other half at the moment – things have always been on the rocks but this is just ridiculous! – I will blog about it!
I can’t wait until i go to college again – working is crap!
I am loving the night work but the day work just takes the piss – another blog subject!
I hope you have a WONDERFUL birthday – it should be great with ur limo and in VEGAS!
As for chicks with their new boyfriends and checking out of long term friendships i know exactly how you feel!
Well i am going to write on my blog!
xXx
July 7, 2008 at July 7, 2008
CHRISTIANITY@ISTEMPTATION.COM
CHRISTIANITY@ISTEMPTATION.COM
After all these years of being strategically raped by god I don’t want to hear it anymore.
I no longer care.
I’m satisfied to not participate in your “Big Lie”.
They display a pattern of “emotional whorism”, pursuing me despite rejection. I refer to the day on Ocean Beach when we realized the supernatural phenominah, compelling me to “look to the gods”. With the historyand exploitationtheir forceduponmy life my answer was “No.”, yuet they remain, like puppy dogs following at my heels.
As was true in the days of Pharroh, the Roman Empire, Nazi germany and preditory corporate America the gods are essentially spoiled children who take what they want with no regard.
They like to call the disfavored “evil” yet it is THEIR flag.
Contrary to popular perception, the run-down nature of WashingotnDC is a clue, a statement regarding the United States and the views of this current administration. Don’t forget:::The gods LOVE to ridicule good in their media.
Which one is it? Good or evil? It’s both:::The democratization of Iraq has initiated this antient people into disfavor, as it has done so many times before.
This is the modern incarnation of temptation::::People understand more than they used to, so to ensure they are sufficiently tested the gods “mix it up”.
I think the Chicago Cubs typify the god’s use of “red, white & blue”:::The gods preyed on the germans of the region by “peaking” them for this perennial 100-game loser. The corporate color scheme of “red white & blue” is the clue not to have anything to do with them.
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The Anti-Christ was always a clone host, as were all industrialists, and the coming Biblical battle of good and evil will be scripted and fake as well, and likely only be telepathic theater at that.
This is how the gods manage clone hosting::::
Gangsters of the 20s and 30s were too evil to reward them with the sucess seen in corporate America, so the gods took them out and put people into those clone hosts whom were not evil. The gods rotate based on goals, so it is possible they were rotated throuh when corporate was so wicked in the 1980s.
There is a BIG difference between preditory corporate/media and decent corporate:::::Media items as I list below were used to prey on people, so the gods UTILIZE evil in the context of these clone hosts. These same people would be prohibited from working “quiet time” in corporate because they dont have the favor necessary to NOT incurr evil.
There are two “temples” at work here::::Good and evil.
The gods focus on their evil temples, corporate, media and associated temptations.
They don’t even WANT people LOOKING at the good temples and seek to minimize their presence amist the “noise”:::::Their temptations attempt to bury the religious life necessary for decency.
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The gods place people with variable morality within clone hosts according to what goals they want accomplished.
They are, in effect, “temps” (a clue).
Expect my desire to kill these “temps” who have crossed me to be unrealized symbolism the gods could have used to enhance this theater, if I was willing.
Expect they dropped many of these clues, created many of these enhancements for the Situation::::::There was a good Jesus who taught before age 30. The switch was made, just as with Mohammed, except the Bible only represents the evil Jesus. Good Jesus’s real teachings lie elsewhere, perhaps under a different name, perhaps DELETED forever.
The difference is Earth is Planet Reverse Positioning and Christianity is evil. Consistant with this posiotioning the gods may want to send this clue by switching me and having the clone host assume some traditional bullshit Christian teachings.
Remember::::If Christianity is evil then maybe the (real) Anti-Christ is the good one. The gods may want to mix things up like this.
Story on the Dynasty that Won Only in Crisis.
“You don’t get anything. Eveything happens around you.”
They said this Sutituation’s theme was reflected in Forrest Gump. Other elements of the Situation were justified with a marriage between good and evil::::
Mondavi chardonnay reserve – Sideways
Grand Cayman banking – Finding Nemo
Chevron mascots – Cars
Japs – Ultraman’s Iron Man
This is a long, long list. Friday we add another half-billion to the total.
Just as we saw with Cars, when some cronie from Hollywood claimed credit when Cars was quite obviously a Chevron inspiration, so did I see some old man claim credit for Iron Man.
The Japs aren’t John Rockafeller. The Japs are about the offensive, as their products will attest, and providing this “protection” as they did for Chevron shows inferior judgement of the gods yet again.
The gods willl offer clues suggesting my involvement, tying me to the event for the disfavored’s understanding, ensuring the connection is made without actually admitting it OR compensating me.
I was talking about Sideways a lot and I sguess they decided to (finally) allow the Mondavi death to send this clue. Expect similar clues showing I am the element of good they used to justify Sex in The City.
Here comes another $500,000,000.
Just as they sent an important clue with Boss so too is this is a clue::::::Abandon any preconceptions of entitlement.
Sex in the City isn’t the Beatles but this concept was specifically designed to be preditory on women who, as they aged, were candidates for exclusion because of their promiscuity:::::
I believe there are opportunities that exist for females that do no exist for males. I don’t mean to paint with a broad brush but women’s “sexual peak” may represent the transistion to “sociological males” and their “fall from grace”. Considering today’s promiscuity I question the extent to which this is currently applicable.
This was the purpose of this event originally::::To promote sexual promiscuity among impressionable disfavored women.
Admittedly, this is a done deal. Their fans likely own seasons, and the damage from the movie will only serve to revisit the established destruction.
Nothing compared to the Beatles in terms of popular culturue destruciton to the most favoredd gender.
We don’t need to witness the British Invasion to see the evil of the English either. The gods drop many clues, associating English accents with evil.frequently.
Mark my words their “creative banking” is the element of evil the gods used as justification for the creation of Finding Nemo.
Just wanted to note::::Every time there is a calamity/”crisis” I am not here to experience it. Of course I have to pay for that absense. Examples::::
1. 1989 Loma Prieta Earthquake. I wasattendingi school at UCSB, something they share “costed me”.
2. Heat wave of 2005(6?). They used tyhis opportunity to max my credit card during this event, making it “ok” in my mind.
3. Exhorbinantly high gas prices. Gave me pnemonia.
There are other examples, although these are the major ones.
I miss my donkey.